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The Pulse
03:36
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The Pulse
I want to let you know
I want to let you know
I want to let you know
That you're deep inside
The pulse
Of my veins
Of my heart
Of my broken soul
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
I'll never let you go
You're deep inside
The pulse
Of my veins
Of my heart
Of my broken soul
Music and lyrics by Ivy Mairena
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Solace
04:30
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Solace
I find solace in a glass
when the world brings me down
Dust winds from the east and the west
Couldn't smoke me out
My happiness is clear, in wild ways it forms
The life I was waiting for, it never comes
I find solace in a glass
when my man, fools around
The kindness of his words
Couldn't lure me out
My love for him is clear, in bitter ways it forms
The love I waiting for, it never comes
I wait for it....
I find solace in a glass
when the one's I love are lost
The stillness of her breath
Wasn't real enough
My regret for her is clear, in guilt and shame it forms
The forgiveness I was waiting for, it never comes
And I wait for it
I wait for it
I wait for the solace to come
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3. |
Better Days
03:28
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Better Days
Tonight my light is on
I'll be up before the dawn
My thoughts go round and round
Like broken records play a song
I feel like time
Runs out on me
I chose this life
I cannot lead
Someone help me!
I need a shoulder to lean on
Give me the wings to carry on
Find me an angel to be strong
I need an angel
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4. |
Old Apartment
03:54
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Old Apartment
In this empty room, of this old apartment
I get no light
I've searched and searched for the right
Kind of love
It's lonely
In this chair, this space, the sound of my heartbeat
Nothing moves
It's all the same
This bottle of bourbon
I drank today
Time, goes by so slowly
In this empty room, of this old apartment
I get no song
I've searched and searched for the right
Kind of love
It's quiet here
In this chair, this space, the sound of my heartbeat
Nothing moves
It's all the same
This bottle of bourbon
I drank today
Time goes by, so slowly
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5. |
Indigo Nights
03:40
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Indigo Nights
Cold dark, frost covered parks
Indigo nights, glistening heart
Puddles to ice, he's still on my mind
Pretend that he's not
I'm consumed - into the blue
Stone heart, broken apart
Indigo nights, silvering stars
Dead tired, walking for miles
Alone in the dark, I am lost
Until I find you
Been awake for days, the days that don't end
I need a thunder call- to break the noise in my head
Wish I could fall, into the silence of your arms
When I do
I'll find you
North winds reveal: the frost, the bite, that eats me
Drink until I can't feel: or remember a damn thing
I need a light, on this indigo night
To come save me
When I do
I find you
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6. |
Like the First Time
04:02
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Like the First Time
We'll set the tone
turn the lights down low
You've got me under a spell
I can't say no
Nobody but us in this place
Nothing but your hands on my face
in the dark, I'm afraid
in the dark, you have my faith
I want to say, baby this is new
The other boys, are nothing like you
I want to love you
Like it's the first time
So what happens when we leave here
Will you still call me to see me
and when I wake up in your clothes on that Sunday
will the feeling be, reciprocated?
will you want me baby?
I drink too much, I swear I'll change
I want to say, baby this is new
The other boys, are nothing like you
I want to love you
Like it's the first time
This time like a ghost out of nowhere
This time like a feeling, that I can't compare
This time, I'm in this place
I've fallen hard, I've met my fate
I want to say, baby this is new
The other boys, are nothing like you
I want to love you
Like it's the first time
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7. |
The Noose
05:13
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The Noose
Life's a gamble, when you go where the wind blows you
In hope's your day will come
When the war we fight is over
Before you have a chance to fly with the wind
That winding road, was never paved in gold
Found some rope in the dirt and I pick it up and work
That air, it becomes a little bit too thick
The sand on my feet, becomes a little bit to quick
The more I pull
The harder it is to breathe
The more I fight
They knock me harder on my feet
I just cannot tell
Am I halfway up or down?
Am I weak?
Am I strong?
Have I won?
Have I lost?
Like a noose
Strangles all my hopes
I can hardly cope
Like a noose
break apart the leashes
pick up all the pieces
I know everyone
Is trapped under the sun
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8. |
Pushed into the Thrust
04:24
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Pushed into the Thrust
A part of me, is a casualty
I'm floating in a river, pushed into the thrust
against the rocks
the water is high and it consumes me
There's no way to swim upstream
There's nowhere to stop
I'm just a particle on rocks
The river is wide
The current is strong
My journey is long
Where have all my dreams gone?
I think
I can't get out of this lost and found
I can't breathe, I must be drowning
I'm so small
In the sea
I'm nothing in the large scheme
That's just the world
That's who we are
The river's flooding and I've lost my fight
I'm in too deep now, this is my goodbye
When I'm gone
I'm pushed into the ocean
Lost without a hope
I'm pushed into the thrust
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9. |
Restore My Faith
04:19
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Restore my Faith
I lost it all
it was a slow decline
it was a sudden fall
By the river of shame
I sit with my head hung low
Restore my faith
Restore my faith
I don't know what is yet to come
But I know it's a long way up
I'm here stuck
By the river of pain
My heart slowly turns to stone
Restore my faith
Restore my faith
Faith's like a drum beat , that I can't keep
A painted picture that is out of reach
that fantasy just wasn't meant for me
I wish I could go back to when
I was just a passenger
with memories of dreams I had
By the river of flames
I'll wander where those ashes blow
Restore my faith
Restore my faith
Faith's like a drumbeat, that I can't keep
a painted picture that is out of reach
that fantasy just wasn't meant for me
Faith I've been searching for you to save me
I walk for miles towards that fantasy
That fantasy just wasn't meant for me
Faith I've been searching for you to find me
I walk for miles towards that fantasy
I'd walk for miles until I find
Faith
I wish I could go back to when
I was still a passenger
Restore my faith
Restore my faith
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10. |
Wonder Where You Are
03:19
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Wonder Where You Are
Your love- is like a song
An angel- to us all
Beautiful and courageous light
I think about you all the time
I still miss you
Words can’t express what you meant to
Wish I had sung these words to you
Too soon for you to lose your life
I think about you all the time
I often wonder where you are
I often wonder where you are
I often wonder where you are
Are you a shooting star?
I still remember your last breath
Remember wishing it was me instead
We cried some prayers for you that night
I think about you all the time
I still miss you
Remember hearing you last words
I cried don’t leave me cuz it hurts
Too soon for you to lose your life
I think about you all the time
I often wonder where you are
I often wonder where you are
I often wonder where you are
Are you a shooting star?
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Ivy. The Pulse Vancouver, British Columbia
Chameleon singer, songwriter; Ivy. The Pulse is a recording artist from East Vancouver. Experimenting with various genres
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I.T. P and this new project Tangents delivers just that! Writing basic folk songs and layering with beats and synths takes you on a joyride of self discovery and musical expression.
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